Moments

Sometimes I just feel like living in one moment for my entire life. Not the moments of excitement and fun like crazy concert mosh pits or being loud and obnoxious with my friends, but moments of seemingly emptiness. Like walking down the street and paying attention to nothing but the in the intricately cracked sidewalk and the thoughts inside my head. Or my lonely morning car rides to school where all I have to do is idly drive and be lost in my mind. I seem to love the times when I can be completely introverted; on saturday, I was feeling overwhelmed and separated myself from my friends and had 20 minutes of thought in the grass by myself. Those are the kind of moments where I would be content being stuck in for hours on end.